Passion is calling!

I am realizing I need passion in my life. Weird that its happening now, and really wishing it would of happened sooner. But, better now than never!
I truly believe that things happen in life for a reason and set your path for a new beginning. I lost my Mom (and best friend) on August 17th to her battle with colon cancer. Its been a tough road traveled since then. My outlook on life has changed, my mind has been clouded, and I have been off an on depressed. I think I have gotten pass the depression and have been able to get a grip on my outlook. Before it was a bit overwhelming. I felt like that my Mom never lived the way she really wanted to and didnt have a true passion for anything. There may have been a few months atleast that I knew of where she was truly happy with her life. I didnt want to live my life that way. I want to find passion in life, accomplish something, and follow my dreams whatever they are!